I'm struggling to show up online right now


Hey Rebel Reader !

I need to be honest with you. I've been trying to figure out how to show up in this moment.

How do I write about capacity and alignment while watching families get torn apart? How do I talk about career transitions while democracy is crumbling?

It's felt obscene. Like I'm supposed to pretend the world isn't on fire. But going silent doesn't feel right either.

So I wrote something. I'm trying to work through this in real time and maybe you are too.

[Bearing Witness As A Form Of Rebellion]

The core question: What does resistance look like when you can't be in the streets? When you have responsibilities. Constraints. A nervous system that's already maxed out. When you're trying to hold it together while everything feels like it's coming apart.

I'm drawing on what I learned at university, 20 years inside big tech and media watching these systems operate, the patterns I'm seeing with clients right now, and a few philosophical anchors and practices that are keeping me tethered.

Here's where I land: Capacity is the raw material of rebellion.

If we're too exhausted to think clearly, too dysregulated to organize, too fragmented to sustain long-term commitment, we can't resist. We can't build. We can't show up for what's required.

And that's exactly what the system wants.

This isn't your typical piece about self-care. It's me wrestling with the fact that every time we reshare outrage content, we're manufacturing engagement for billionaires. That the algorithm is designed to keep us activated, exhausted, and isolated.

It's also about what we do anyway. How we stay visible. How we bear witness. How we refuse to disappear.

Read it here and subscribe if this kind of writing resonates with you. https://coachwithnicholas.substack.com/p/bearing-witness-as-a-form-of-rebellion

Fair warning: it's longer than usual. I didn't try to package this into something clean. It's messy because this moment is messy.

If you're feeling the same tension, you're not alone.

Let me know what lands. I'm genuinely trying to figure this out as I go.

Be Rebellious.
In solidarity ✊
Nicholas Whitaker
Founder, The Rebellion Collective
rebellioncollective.com

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